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I sometimes suspect I'm not a very good friend. I'm often withdrawn, and sometimes downright reclusive. Usually, I'm terribly immersed in my own work, and that frequently makes me unavailable. I'm somewhat socially awkward, which sometimes makes me a terrible conversationalist. I have an awful memory, especially lately, and forget basic things about people, like the names of their children or spouses. I dislike talking on the phone, and am terrible about keeping up with friends. I know a lot of people, and more importantly, love a lot of people, but sometimes have to wonder why anyone would put up with me. I can't always claim I make it easy for people to have me in their lives.

So needless to say, I found the barrage of birthday well-wishes yesterday a little overwhelming. To the many people who sent me messages, texted and/or called, thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I am blessed to have so many wonderful people in my life. Please know that you're in my heart, even when it seems like I'm completely absent. Thank you for forgiving my many, many failings, and for letting me play a role in your world, however great or small.

Please know that I am always trying to be a better friend. Please know that I am trying to never take your friendship for granted.

I am lucky. Whoever you are, I am lucky to know you.

Thank you.